A reader’s wish

Want to be myself
Read more
Write more
Be it good or poor
Doesn’t matter

The daily practice
Would help me improve
More new words
Will keep me in cue
Of good readers and writers present
My posts filled with their positive and negative comments

This would be real one day
My writing won’t be kept at bay
I wish to read
I wish to write
For which one day I will attain a good price.

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I cannot

I cannot. No
I cannot go ahead find another.
Not again anymore.
When I wanted you. I meant it.
Finding another will be a shit.

No. Not again.
No strength left to find another you.
Doing the same to me. Going through the same rendezvous.
Tired of finding you in every person I meet.
I am numb. Have nothing to speak.

The same questions, the same answer,’ I don’t know.’
Pissed I am of this kind of flow.
Suffocated and frustrated I am right now.
What is wrong with me? I want to find out somehow.

You held my hand
Gave me hopes
Alas… this lonely self was wallowing in ropes.

The love, the generosity.
Lead me towards animosity.
My assumption of you liking me.
Blinded me of the important facts to see.

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A guilt

So true was my soul
Now filled with guilt
Deep down I felt
So lost and helpless

Running away from the past
Ruining everything inside me at last
What am I doing? Was the question raised
Am I playing with my own self? With disgrace.

Selfishness is where my thoughts are leading me
I am not helping my self is the thing haunting me.
Such an honest soul I am, repeating the same mistake again.
Why? For what?  Questioning began.

Blocking what I thought was true.
Clearing my mind to start something new.
Not knowing if a person can ever be blocked from the mind.
So helpless and doubtful. Am I of this kind?

Talk it out was the only option.
I needed a good friend for suggestion.
Take time to sit back and spend time with own self .
Things will turn out good when you detox your core self.

Need a clean Bye from the past.
To find a new Me, I should do it fast.
Soon will gain normality.
With the new rising Sun, I will be filled with quality.

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